detail of dress for "Journey to the Center of Being"
paint applique and marker on bridal satin
from a recent social media conversation:
Deborah Barnes : Sad. Humans afraid to face themselves run from reality, the pain and the fear. This results in being ever less involved in the whole of life. Seeing others as lesser to make that "self" feel "better" gets weird fast. Who is judge and what is judged becomes a part of the self actualizing and feeds ego what it thinks it wants, but avoids the truth it needs in order to mature.
To live in pursuit of pleasure becomes a real "job" as pleasure lessens with each hit. Like any addiction, this is a mere distort of perception that wears out in the long run. We are perhaps being invited or forced to the next level even as we resist. (Spirit motivation, evolution calling or like i think of it, all is one saying wakey shakey m'dear) Apparently, we humans like the easy fix. Trading one great delusion for another is classic. It appears familiar and normal and it is not the solution or we wouldn't be in this current mess.
Deborah Barnes : Sad. Humans afraid to face themselves run from reality, the pain and the fear. This results in being ever less involved in the whole of life. Seeing others as lesser to make that "self" feel "better" gets weird fast. Who is judge and what is judged becomes a part of the self actualizing and feeds ego what it thinks it wants, but avoids the truth it needs in order to mature.
To live in pursuit of pleasure becomes a real "job" as pleasure lessens with each hit. Like any addiction, this is a mere distort of perception that wears out in the long run. We are perhaps being invited or forced to the next level even as we resist. (Spirit motivation, evolution calling or like i think of it, all is one saying wakey shakey m'dear) Apparently, we humans like the easy fix. Trading one great delusion for another is classic. It appears familiar and normal and it is not the solution or we wouldn't be in this current mess.
K: Like I said before, I could go deeper and
dissect the Franklin Cover Up, and with all things laid out, prove that our
society is run by a bunch of owl worshiping pedophiles. When you come to that
conclusion, the whole perspective changes.
Deborah Barnes: okay
so what makes an owl worshiping pedophile? I am not debating the illness, just
trying to understand the dis-ease.
K: It's simple, it's lust and desire for power
at all costs. It doesn't matter who they hurt and what happens to their souls.
And they layer lie on top of lie to make sure the majority of the people alive
are none the wiser.
Deborah Barnes: Lust and desire for power, okay; this is a good start point
Lust is an innate distort of passion. When passion is
observed as something hard to control it appears perhaps "better" to blame that which makes one
run hot-- (the person desired or?) and attach shame to the situation, because in
reason that which is not reason is lesser, This goes on to cover a lot of
territory under the veil of "don't even go there!" (Greek
heritage-Egypt was all many Gods, the top spot went to "Amen" or Amon
right oh! Thus was debuted a formal version of God as King and so King is God.
Backing
this up a bit, the early fertility goddesses lost their charms (and
power) after trade started creating disputes and weapons were designed
to protect the goods and later the "just take the goods" became the
excuse to build empires ad nauseam. This is probably how the male power archetypes surged ahead.
The rise of patriarchy was a golden set up for the early church.
Okay this is the age of male power domination for a good reason. Howling storms, wolves in the forset, strangers from distant lands swooping in and killing that which they didn't understand, plagues and what all; there was a lot to fear. Protecting the group was a good and necessary action. Power derived from this source was no doubt heady and the rush, the addiction started. .
Okay this is the age of male power domination for a good reason. Howling storms, wolves in the forset, strangers from distant lands swooping in and killing that which they didn't understand, plagues and what all; there was a lot to fear. Protecting the group was a good and necessary action. Power derived from this source was no doubt heady and the rush, the addiction started. .
In
the interpretation of power another path was unfolding, this one had to
do with knowledge and the church
went for it. They told the best stories, had the best art and opened it
up to the public. They had the power of the "media" going for them.
To augment their source of revenue and to add value to their services, the church went after the women's roles in village life (Marketing the fear of witches, pagans, devils, demons yup what a sell!) This upped the power of the church, which nabbed control of monarchy. Score!
Trouble appeared as Henry the 8th, that no divorce/have to have a son thing, and a new church manifested to slay that demon! (1500s) Galileo was incarcerated in Italy for his ungodly observances in same era..(uni-verse in collusion:-) So on the science front, the Illuminati emerged around the same time as the Church of England!
Both were defiant sons, models of rebellion against the old rulers. How far do you go to spite "church daddy?" Recently and interestingly, church has been caught for hiding pedophiles, and with "Illuminati" doing similar.. is interesting no?
Okay all appears a bit too out there, i agree, but that is why it is called insane. As for names, players there seems a bit of the old "i'll show you. I cannot please the god of "perfection" so i will do the opposite.
The ancient cult idea has lingering lodges, those Masonic set ups- and so what else might be behind closed doors of so called privilege hiding in plain sight?
A possibility here: In trying to create a safe harbor, without understanding the nature of storms, one invariable plays defense. Those flood proof barriers eventually fail. This takes the appearance of strength and arrogance. But maybe that is just a mask that fools ego, a trick to avoid facing the fear of the whole self.
Until we accept fear, doubt, error as ohay there appears to be an overwhelming tendency to bury the flaws, wounds and other "sins" from "self." both are trapped in archaic hand me downs, both need fresh ideas to heal the ancient wounds.
As in the Renaissance, i am hopeful human beings are at a turning point. Or better, perhaps this time it is a leap. In the new narrative i am working with the reinstated feminine archetype who flings the door of choices wide open. Like a rush of fresh air, she clears the room of stale smoke, cutting through the smoke screens not many even knew were there.
She who was feared is also she who will not be denied, because she is a viable part of the whole of who we all are. She is the frame for life itself, she will help us crack the delusions so we can embrace our whole beingness. She understands the shadow as relative to light. She understands cycles and energy flow. She will free us from chains of our old false beliefs.
FYI: this is not gender specific. we are all a mix of male and female archetype, we are all human first. The balance this "she" brings, relates to our symbiotic relationship to the planet, viatl energy, the life dance and is as a welcome addition to consciousness which is considered to be in the realm of the male archetype . Gaiad Theory is my concept of this basic relationship and how as humans (other species not ruled out) we are conduits for the interactivity that informs and changes the whole- the whole of consciousness and vital energy. This is at the individual level on out and inward as well (life systems within life systems) This is something to get your head around but once you do you can't go back!
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To augment their source of revenue and to add value to their services, the church went after the women's roles in village life (Marketing the fear of witches, pagans, devils, demons yup what a sell!) This upped the power of the church, which nabbed control of monarchy. Score!
Trouble appeared as Henry the 8th, that no divorce/have to have a son thing, and a new church manifested to slay that demon! (1500s) Galileo was incarcerated in Italy for his ungodly observances in same era..(uni-verse in collusion:-) So on the science front, the Illuminati emerged around the same time as the Church of England!
Both were defiant sons, models of rebellion against the old rulers. How far do you go to spite "church daddy?" Recently and interestingly, church has been caught for hiding pedophiles, and with "Illuminati" doing similar.. is interesting no?
Okay all appears a bit too out there, i agree, but that is why it is called insane. As for names, players there seems a bit of the old "i'll show you. I cannot please the god of "perfection" so i will do the opposite.
The ancient cult idea has lingering lodges, those Masonic set ups- and so what else might be behind closed doors of so called privilege hiding in plain sight?
A possibility here: In trying to create a safe harbor, without understanding the nature of storms, one invariable plays defense. Those flood proof barriers eventually fail. This takes the appearance of strength and arrogance. But maybe that is just a mask that fools ego, a trick to avoid facing the fear of the whole self.
Until we accept fear, doubt, error as ohay there appears to be an overwhelming tendency to bury the flaws, wounds and other "sins" from "self." both are trapped in archaic hand me downs, both need fresh ideas to heal the ancient wounds.
As in the Renaissance, i am hopeful human beings are at a turning point. Or better, perhaps this time it is a leap. In the new narrative i am working with the reinstated feminine archetype who flings the door of choices wide open. Like a rush of fresh air, she clears the room of stale smoke, cutting through the smoke screens not many even knew were there.
She who was feared is also she who will not be denied, because she is a viable part of the whole of who we all are. She is the frame for life itself, she will help us crack the delusions so we can embrace our whole beingness. She understands the shadow as relative to light. She understands cycles and energy flow. She will free us from chains of our old false beliefs.
FYI: this is not gender specific. we are all a mix of male and female archetype, we are all human first. The balance this "she" brings, relates to our symbiotic relationship to the planet, viatl energy, the life dance and is as a welcome addition to consciousness which is considered to be in the realm of the male archetype . Gaiad Theory is my concept of this basic relationship and how as humans (other species not ruled out) we are conduits for the interactivity that informs and changes the whole- the whole of consciousness and vital energy. This is at the individual level on out and inward as well (life systems within life systems) This is something to get your head around but once you do you can't go back!
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